Insane

by Neurotic Existence

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Eric Rumfelt
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Eric Rumfelt I can't stop listening to the album. So much crust, anymore, is blackened, and while I like some of it, most is boring. I almost hesitate to say it, but I will....This is "Melodic Crust Punk"! Like a lot of the bands that Tati is in, there is so much creativity and energy, and her vocals are amazing. The other vocalist is also awesome; gruff crust without the toneless grunting prevalent in most newer crust releases. The music is catchy as fuck!! Highly recommended. Favorite track: Neurotic Existence.
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released May 1, 2017

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Neurotic Existence Bremen, Germany

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  • Oct 28
    Hannover, Germany

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Track Name: Doomsday Clock
The doomsday clock is ticking quickly
Time is moving faster now
And the earth is growing sickly
The end is near, The end is near
Corrosive rain falls from the sky
No way forward, no way back
Do you realize, that we are slowly dying?
Doomsday clock, Doomsday Clock

Nuclear weapons and climate change
Time is moving faster now
A deadly and apocaliptyc landscape
The end is near, The end is near
You are all guilty, you are all to blame
No way forward and no way back
No more smiles, just another disgrace
Doomsday clock, Doomsday Clock

No turning back, here comes the end
Time is moving faster now
This is the price to pay, we are condemned
The end is near, The end is near
Corporations steer us towards a deadly crash
No way forward and no way back
Blinded by greed, control and cash
Doomsday clock, Doomsday Clock

Profit and money can't legitimize
Stop making it bleed, stop bleeding it dry
Profit and money can't legitimize
This is enviromental genocide
Profit and money can't legitimize
Now is the time for the final goodbye
Profit and money can't legitimize
No reason for it and i'm still wondering why
Track Name: Neurotic Existence
Tortured mind obsessed with old ghosts
I don´t feel well, my vision blurred by a fog
Born to lose, you always do
Never alright, surrounded by doom

Psychotic views of reality
An upside-down world in a fucked up tonality
It´s a neurotic existence
In a rotten society
It´s a neurotic existence
Searching for some stability
We dance on a razor blade of insanity
Shattered moments, everything gets worse
Trying your best not to drown, not anymore
Play your ace or you're gonna sink
Is it the last chance or just the last breath?

This is your life and this is your own strife
Be ready to counter, be ready to fight
Goodbye dismal moments and gloomy times
Forget that shit, now the time is right
To fight back and set your mind free

Tortured mind obsessed with old ghosts
I don´t feel well, my vision blurred by a fog
Born to lose, you always do
Never alright, surrounded by doom

Psychotic views of reality
An upside-down world in a fucked up tonality
It´s a neurotic existence
In a rotten society
It´s a neurotic existence
Searching for some stability
Best or worst - are they really the same?
Last call, don´t be too late
Leave or stay, stop wasting your time
Fight back, when the next crisis comes
Track Name: Ain't for Me
Your worthless life ain´t for me
Your bright future ain´t for me

Your dull existence ain´t for me
Your daily routines ain´t for me
Your sick society ain´t for me
Your narrow minds ain´t for me

Keep your head down, shut up and agree
Consume and produce, it ain´t for me
You are a waste of time, you're not living your life
You are just waiting to die

Follow the orders, stay in line
You have been brainwashed, they own your mind
Can't deal with it any longer, so sick of this shit
Your lifestyle ain't worth a damn to me
Your lifestyle ain't worth shit to me

Like an old picture in a broken frame
Your existence is fading away
Here is the difference, I'm not giving in
I've still got something that makes my heart beat
Wasting your days and your nights away
Following orders and staying in line
Your existence ain't worth a damn thing
So sick and tired of all this old shit, it ain't for me

Your worthless life ain´t for me
Your bright future ain´t for me
Track Name: Black Days
Stormy clouds darken the sky
Let's run away from what you despise
No way out of the cage in your mind
In this wicked place, which you soon hope to grind

Just another black day, tears and rain in your face
It's time to get away, it's time to get away, now it's the time to run away
Just another black day, no god, no faith, no safe place
It's time to run away, it's time to get away, now it's the time to get away
from this wrecked place, it's time to run away

The disease grows up inside of you
Ain't no hopes, just waiting to turn blue
It's not reality, this shit ain't true
On your knees again, nothing to do

Just another black day, tears and rain in your face
It's time to get away, it's time to get away, now it's time to run away
Just another black day, no god, no faith, no safe place
It's time to run away, it's time to run away, now it's time to get away
from this wrecked place, it's time to run away

Just another black day, tears and rain in your face
It's time to get away, it's time to get away, now it's time to run away
This frosty wind pushes your hopes so far away
It's time to get away, it's time to get away, now it's fucking time to run away
Track Name: Up for the Next Round
Don´t look into my mind, stay away, I am mad
But this is everything I expect
All that I need
Everything I get

This shit is the only thing that lets it beat - my heart
Rocks and fire, for the next rush
Move quickly, live fast
Hold your ground, you outcast

Society would like to take control of this deadly race
Don´t even bother, you won´t survive in this game
Watch out, or you'll lose again

Nowhere to go, no shelter
Another night I cannot remember
Hungover again, another broken heart
Once again, lost and fucked up
Track Name: Demons of my Nights
Endless hours staring at the clock
I don't feel safe, I don't feel sure
Voices and noises in my head
As the final countdown to my death

Anxiety and irregular heartbeat
Are my partners in this endless struggle
Too beat up to stay awake
in an another reckless night

Mysterious creatures fill up my mind,
they are the demons of my nights
My only hope and dream for tonight,
is not to wake up once again, alive

They are ruining my life
I can't sleep at night
Such a torment's time
The demons of my night

Darkness and cold sweats
I can't go on, I can't go back
Don't go away, take my hand
What's wrong with me?
I don't really understand

Mysterious creatures fill up my mind,
they are the demons of my nights
My only hope and dream for tonight,
is not to wake up once again, alive

Stay there with me,
don't go away
don't permit the light inside of me
to fade away
Track Name: An Escape
I feel so weak, the good moments are gone
Everything is so fucked up, everything is wrong
Somedays it seems, the bottle is your only friend
To this pain there is no end
There is no end

I'd be better off dead
Shoot me right now, a bullet trough my head
From this hell there must be an escape
There is no end
We don t wanna be part of their crappy game
From this hell there must be an escape

I wake up, from a dream about doomsday
When everything was destroyed, this world's decay
Waiting for the world to cease
when we will be surrounded just by disease

I'd be better off dead
Shoot me right now, a bullet trough my head
From this hell there must be an escape
There is no end
We don t wanna be part of their crappy game
From this hell there must be an escape

To this empty place, I don't belong
Stay out of my way, i'm going to explode
Track Name: Nothing at All
Walking home in this rainy morning
Too many questions, too many false replies
I really don't know, it's the final warning
This routine kills me slowly inside

Is this reality or is it just another dream
Another day and everything turns to shit
I haven't slept well for so long
Somebody should take me away from this hell

I've got no destination
I've got no tomorrow
I've got no hope
I've got nothing at all
I've got no hope
I've got nothing....nothing at all

Walking home in this rainy morning
Too many questions, too many false replies
I really don't know, it's the final warning
This routine kills me slowly inside

Where do I belong, where the fuck is my home
This kind of destiny, for me isn't done
(everything turns to shit)
Even tonight I feel so weak and alone
(I haven't slept well for so long)
Everything here is rotten to the core
(Somebody should take me away)

I've got no destination
I've got no tomorrow
I've got no hope
I've got nothing at all
I've got no hope
I've got nothing....nothing at all
Track Name: Insane
Stumbling through limbo, full of desolation
They're fooling you and there is no chance for salvation
The've caught you, pushed you to the edge, now there's just isolation
That's why during my nights, I pray for humankind's extinction

I don't trust you, it's just another indoctrinated trap
A hopeless generation running so fast
Blood becomes poison, skeletons eaten away by rats
Society is coming, start to run

I'm insane - I'm sweating pills, blades and hate
I'm insane - The enemy is here, stay awake
I'm insane - Humans a cursed race
I'm insane - Gonna destroy what they've created

Stumbling through limbo, full of desolation
They're fooling you but there is no chance for salvation
They've caught you, pushed you to the edge, now there's just isolation
That's why during my nights, I pray for humankind's extinction

I'm at the edge, so fucking over and out
Right or wrong, It's always the same old doubt
This silence is so loud
I'd like to see the world engulfed by deadly clouds

I'm insane - I'm sweating pills, blades and hate
I'm insane - The enemy is here, stay awake
I'm insane - Humans a cursed race
I'm insane - Gonna destroy what they've created

I'm insane - I'm at the edge, so frustrated
I'm insane - So fucking over and out
I'm insane - It's always the same old doubt
Yes I'm insane - Humans a cursed race
Gonna destroy what they have created