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Insane

by Neurotic Existence

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Eric Rumfelt
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Eric Rumfelt I can't stop listening to the album. So much crust, anymore, is blackened, and while I like some of it, most is boring. I almost hesitate to say it, but I will....This is "Melodic Crust Punk"! Like a lot of the bands that Tati is in, there is so much creativity and energy, and her vocals are amazing. The other vocalist is also awesome; gruff crust without the toneless grunting prevalent in most newer crust releases. The music is catchy as fuck!! Highly recommended. Favorite track: Neurotic Existence.
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1.
The doomsday clock is ticking quickly Time is moving faster now And the earth is growing sickly The end is near, The end is near Corrosive rain falls from the sky No way forward, no way back Do you realize, that we are slowly dying? Doomsday clock, Doomsday Clock Nuclear weapons and climate change Time is moving faster now A deadly and apocaliptyc landscape The end is near, The end is near You are all guilty, you are all to blame No way forward and no way back No more smiles, just another disgrace Doomsday clock, Doomsday Clock No turning back, here comes the end Time is moving faster now This is the price to pay, we are condemned The end is near, The end is near Corporations steer us towards a deadly crash No way forward and no way back Blinded by greed, control and cash Doomsday clock, Doomsday Clock Profit and money can't legitimize Stop making it bleed, stop bleeding it dry Profit and money can't legitimize This is enviromental genocide Profit and money can't legitimize Now is the time for the final goodbye Profit and money can't legitimize No reason for it and i'm still wondering why
2.
Tortured mind obsessed with old ghosts I don´t feel well, my vision blurred by a fog Born to lose, you always do Never alright, surrounded by doom Psychotic views of reality An upside-down world in a fucked up tonality It´s a neurotic existence In a rotten society It´s a neurotic existence Searching for some stability We dance on a razor blade of insanity Shattered moments, everything gets worse Trying your best not to drown, not anymore Play your ace or you're gonna sink Is it the last chance or just the last breath? This is your life and this is your own strife Be ready to counter, be ready to fight Goodbye dismal moments and gloomy times Forget that shit, now the time is right To fight back and set your mind free Tortured mind obsessed with old ghosts I don´t feel well, my vision blurred by a fog Born to lose, you always do Never alright, surrounded by doom Psychotic views of reality An upside-down world in a fucked up tonality It´s a neurotic existence In a rotten society It´s a neurotic existence Searching for some stability Best or worst - are they really the same? Last call, don´t be too late Leave or stay, stop wasting your time Fight back, when the next crisis comes
3.
Ain't for Me 03:32
Your worthless life ain´t for me Your bright future ain´t for me Your dull existence ain´t for me Your daily routines ain´t for me Your sick society ain´t for me Your narrow minds ain´t for me Keep your head down, shut up and agree Consume and produce, it ain´t for me You are a waste of time, you're not living your life You are just waiting to die Follow the orders, stay in line You have been brainwashed, they own your mind Can't deal with it any longer, so sick of this shit Your lifestyle ain't worth a damn to me Your lifestyle ain't worth shit to me Like an old picture in a broken frame Your existence is fading away Here is the difference, I'm not giving in I've still got something that makes my heart beat Wasting your days and your nights away Following orders and staying in line Your existence ain't worth a damn thing So sick and tired of all this old shit, it ain't for me Your worthless life ain´t for me Your bright future ain´t for me
4.
Black Days 02:51
Stormy clouds darken the sky Let's run away from what you despise No way out of the cage in your mind In this wicked place, which you soon hope to grind Just another black day, tears and rain in your face It's time to get away, it's time to get away, now it's the time to run away Just another black day, no god, no faith, no safe place It's time to run away, it's time to get away, now it's the time to get away from this wrecked place, it's time to run away The disease grows up inside of you Ain't no hopes, just waiting to turn blue It's not reality, this shit ain't true On your knees again, nothing to do Just another black day, tears and rain in your face It's time to get away, it's time to get away, now it's time to run away Just another black day, no god, no faith, no safe place It's time to run away, it's time to run away, now it's time to get away from this wrecked place, it's time to run away Just another black day, tears and rain in your face It's time to get away, it's time to get away, now it's time to run away This frosty wind pushes your hopes so far away It's time to get away, it's time to get away, now it's fucking time to run away
5.
Don´t look into my mind, stay away, I am mad But this is everything I expect All that I need Everything I get This shit is the only thing that lets it beat - my heart Rocks and fire, for the next rush Move quickly, live fast Hold your ground, you outcast Society would like to take control of this deadly race Don´t even bother, you won´t survive in this game Watch out, or you'll lose again Nowhere to go, no shelter Another night I cannot remember Hungover again, another broken heart Once again, lost and fucked up
6.
Endless hours staring at the clock I don't feel safe, I don't feel sure Voices and noises in my head As the final countdown to my death Anxiety and irregular heartbeat Are my partners in this endless struggle Too beat up to stay awake in an another reckless night Mysterious creatures fill up my mind, they are the demons of my nights My only hope and dream for tonight, is not to wake up once again, alive They are ruining my life I can't sleep at night Such a torment's time The demons of my night Darkness and cold sweats I can't go on, I can't go back Don't go away, take my hand What's wrong with me? I don't really understand Mysterious creatures fill up my mind, they are the demons of my nights My only hope and dream for tonight, is not to wake up once again, alive Stay there with me, don't go away don't permit the light inside of me to fade away
7.
An Escape 03:09
I feel so weak, the good moments are gone Everything is so fucked up, everything is wrong Somedays it seems, the bottle is your only friend To this pain there is no end There is no end I'd be better off dead Shoot me right now, a bullet trough my head From this hell there must be an escape There is no end We don t wanna be part of their crappy game From this hell there must be an escape I wake up, from a dream about doomsday When everything was destroyed, this world's decay Waiting for the world to cease when we will be surrounded just by disease I'd be better off dead Shoot me right now, a bullet trough my head From this hell there must be an escape There is no end We don t wanna be part of their crappy game From this hell there must be an escape To this empty place, I don't belong Stay out of my way, i'm going to explode
8.
Walking home in this rainy morning Too many questions, too many false replies I really don't know, it's the final warning This routine kills me slowly inside Is this reality or is it just another dream Another day and everything turns to shit I haven't slept well for so long Somebody should take me away from this hell I've got no destination I've got no tomorrow I've got no hope I've got nothing at all I've got no hope I've got nothing....nothing at all Walking home in this rainy morning Too many questions, too many false replies I really don't know, it's the final warning This routine kills me slowly inside Where do I belong, where the fuck is my home This kind of destiny, for me isn't done (everything turns to shit) Even tonight I feel so weak and alone (I haven't slept well for so long) Everything here is rotten to the core (Somebody should take me away) I've got no destination I've got no tomorrow I've got no hope I've got nothing at all I've got no hope I've got nothing....nothing at all
9.
Insane 03:12
Stumbling through limbo, full of desolation They're fooling you and there is no chance for salvation The've caught you, pushed you to the edge, now there's just isolation That's why during my nights, I pray for humankind's extinction I don't trust you, it's just another indoctrinated trap A hopeless generation running so fast Blood becomes poison, skeletons eaten away by rats Society is coming, start to run I'm insane - I'm sweating pills, blades and hate I'm insane - The enemy is here, stay awake I'm insane - Humans a cursed race I'm insane - Gonna destroy what they've created Stumbling through limbo, full of desolation They're fooling you but there is no chance for salvation They've caught you, pushed you to the edge, now there's just isolation That's why during my nights, I pray for humankind's extinction I'm at the edge, so fucking over and out Right or wrong, It's always the same old doubt This silence is so loud I'd like to see the world engulfed by deadly clouds I'm insane - I'm sweating pills, blades and hate I'm insane - The enemy is here, stay awake I'm insane - Humans a cursed race I'm insane - Gonna destroy what they've created I'm insane - I'm at the edge, so frustrated I'm insane - So fucking over and out I'm insane - It's always the same old doubt Yes I'm insane - Humans a cursed race Gonna destroy what they have created

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released May 1, 2017

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